since you want to be a little ***** about it let me explain, stop coming at me with the whole "i suffer so much" thing, i won't ****ing pity, you're not the only one going through shit. But you are forgetting I SUFFER TOO, and on top of that, i have ****ING BIPOLAR??? you're not going to sit there and say "i hate you" just because I want to do the RIGHT thing. For ME, and MY mental health. The shit you pull every ****ing day makes me sick. i don't know who the **** you think you are, but you're not who i thought you were. i thought you were the one, the one who i can really trust but then you do THIS to me????? go on run to midnight see if i care, but i've blacked out, i've had times where i almost DIED because of you. I even tried overdosing yesterday and WHY THE **** DO YOU THINK I DID??????? hate me all you ****ing want but when you're ready we can ****ing talk.