i CANT!! i lost it yesterday in the car. weve checked the entire car up and down left and right like 7 times and atp the only place it could be is a) at the graveyard where it may have fallen out b) in my moms possession somehow??? or c) im just in such a derealized state that i cant manage to find it myself and ill find it in a year when it falls out of some spot i have no idea about