i wanna achieve something, but with the state im in rn, i dont think i can do anything. im tired and im exhausted, numb and honestly i am rlly hungry but i dont have no appetite whatsoever. i dont feel like eating at all. not even foods i really like. Damn it. i honestly feel like just vanishing while listening to music.i was born to listen go music, i will die listening to music. lmao i sound cheesy.. idk. there is so much i want to say. if i said any of this again, like the last hundred times i did, it wouldn’t matter. because they wont listen. fcking hell. what do i do

i dont mind if yall comment on my vents or like it, it doesn’t bother me. ehhhh man