I, am not hurting myself. But I have in the past. I don't care if you care or not. I just need to get this out. I am depressed. Almost everyday I cry and regret everything.. This past year has really changed me.. and mostly for the worst. I'm very emotional. I can cry pretty easily. But now it's too easy. It's like I can cry at any moment. And the only ones who really care are three of my friends. Everybody else just... leaves me alone. Puts me away. I feel like a let-down to my parents and family. Sometimes I think my grandma likes my little brother way more than me. I might seem confident, but a lot of times that's just a mask of what I really feel. I try to get by.. but it's hard.