Just shut up You'll be fine Why are you worrying about some stupid crap anyways? Its nothing to worry about.. Why stress over it if its something you LIKE??

I'll control myself. I won't laugh when I'm nervous...or scared.. I won't be a psycho. I won't wish to be crazy. I won't wish for the impossible, I'll manage.

How do I express myself when I don't even know how to feel? How do I get something off my chest when I have no clue why I'm like this? Why is this me Why am I still here, why do I inhabit this planet Our species alone is a threat to this world Peace can no longer be restored I feel guilty for being a part of this planet I myself am a corruption

I am a mistake, a mystery that is yet to be solved. No-one is around. I'm alone, holding back my tears.

Why do I have to put on a fake smile? Why can't I live happily? Its not anyone else. Its just me. My family loves me. I have friends who care for me. I have a nice home, and I get taken care of. Why am I like this? Why can't I be satisfied?

What's the point of life if there's nothing to it? Might as well be bored out of my mind and lock myself away until I rot. I can't stand not knowing what the heck is wrong with me.