down to two med dosages its been working ouut just great so far i cant wait to see what fun things will happen tomorrow

idk what to do without flipanim even if i have my phone talking to ppl directly is hard and all the servers im in are basically dead but this site really sucks for my mental health but idk what to do im so used to it

i dont even think this is healing this is just me trying to tell ppl how i feel but in the worst situations possible

what does healing even look like when am i going to get this therapist my mom promises i cant keep crying to flipanim

im so wrapped up in my own little world of how i think people are thinking that when they tell how they feel i think theyre lying

do i just sit here and ruin more people while i wait for professional help wtf am i supposed to do isolating myself is bad or whatever but i affect others

i used to care so much but honestly i wouldnt really be too bad off if everyone i talked to left me i genuinely dont really care that much if i have friends n stuff anymore

i guarantee there so so many ppl who r much better ppl than me and theyll treat u better and they wont constantly be sad about stupid shit all the time

idrk why ppl stayed with me in the first place its mind boggling lmao im being so srs theres no way ur ok putting up with me crying my poor issues to u everyday

this isnt even about the same thing dude

im just talking about random shit now :/

i thought we were done w vagueposting i am not opposed to talking it out at all if u dont want to thats fine but i am talking abt different stuff rn

anyways im kindof losing hope the second semester just started and i havent done jackshit so im already failing history and ofc we have another group project and they forgot i was there and then they were goofing around like oh i am so sorry hhere take my chair how could i be so unkind. no thanks ill just stayat this desk..

my step dad just doesnt gaf anymore so if i need to go home because of an internal episode or something i cant bc he just says i need to deal with it because he does like buddy u have no idea how close i am to cussing out a kid if start yelling one more time..!

im gonna kms i cannot type oh lorddd

i dont want my teachers and classmates to see me like that im supposed to be the quiet kid who is polite not a raging *****

2025 is looking so horrible i cant be optimistic anymore everything is going so wrong for this country and everyday is a reminder that i am not meant to be here everything seems so hopeless theres nothing we can do we just have to let all this happen i wouldnt be surprised if protests get shot up im so tired

god everything just seems so useless and terrible i dont know what to do

im so silly for thinking things will be ok

2025 is going to be great year! ohhh nonono honey no ;-; sorry!

idk how much more i can take i say it so often but i genuinely think theres no coming back from this

can someone try again and not miss this time bc its far overdue

some brave soul pls do it wait wait even better he dies from a stupid cause

i hope he is all alone and chokes on a chip and his servants or whatever rich ppl have dont check on him until he like an hour later and he is dead

i will not kms i have inanimate insanity blanket and ninjago dr s3 pt 1 in april

goodnight