wwyd lmt
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babydolljax 
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26.03.2021
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babydolljax[OP]
26.03.2021 02:52
LinkSo you're either Night's lover, best friend, or family member. You know that Night has the Infection and that it hasn't gotten better.
At all.
It's gotten much much worse, so much so where he just throws up several pools of blood at a time. You have the feeling he won't last much longer. But anyways, you go to wherever he is and see him like this.
babydolljax[OP]
26.03.2021 02:53
Linksomeone please do this...
((HERE FOR YA
Sarena rushes over to him, tears form in her eyes. "N-Night!!"
He purred softly, "Yeah....I-it's starting to hurt t-to mo-move..." He looked very thin and weak, and now it was easier to tell that he was shaking.
He suddenly held his chest before throwing up a waterfall of blood.
He was so tired and in pain that he didn't care, he just wanted to go home.
(( NASOJEJUNAL TUBE WHAT THE HELL IS THAT NJDSKJSD
also nothing medical can be done for it, it's fatal.
so unfortunately
you cannot help Night get better ))
He whined.
(( well like I knew what you meant but dude you dont need to get scientific XDD
Hospitals will only make the symptoms worse ))
He began to throw up blood again.
(( good lord child ))
He stopped and began to sob. "T-take m-m-me ho-home..."
(( XD ))
"IT WON'T HELP!!!" He shouted before crying more. "I ju-just want mommy and da-d-daddy.."
(( *pat pat* It's alright little one ))
"Mary and Drake Gonzello....[ insert some random number ] "
(( *huggo* Es okay my child ))
He sputtered out more blood but kept it contained.
(( For what dear? ))
He felt a bit more comforted by the sound of Drake's voice.
(( But you're my little weirdo, aren't you? :3 ))
He whimpered loudly and passed out.
(( yes you are. You are so wittle! ))
"Jesus- Yes honey?" She called from the kitchen.
(( oh ****
uh
damn ))
She looked alarmed and stopped everything, bolting to the car after she got the keys.
(( sad smol bean noises ))
She started the car once he was in and dashed to the hospital, hurrying up and running inside.
"Night!? He's dark blue with lighter blue freckles, should be coughing up a lot of blood?!?!"
She whimpered and walked over to Night. "Night...? Hon..?"
Night groaned.
"Naga told m-me that, medically, the-there is no cure..."
Night closed his eyes, his weak grip on Drake's hand easing up.
"He said that the patient infected will die in about a few weeks.."
"Nothing can be done.." She looked down.
Night whined. "I w-wanna go ho-home.."
Once everyone was in, she drove back home in silence.
(( Sareana who was still at the hospital: ))
Soon she pulled up to the mansion, sighing and in a bad mood now.
Night grunted softly and coughed up more blood.
"How do you think Fang'll react...?" She walked to the doors and opened it for him.
He just continued to sleep, seemingly not going to wake up anytime soon.
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She sighed, his words hitting her chest painfully. She felt like she said something wrong. But she continued, rubbing his back. "Night just woke up...want to go talk to him..?"
She sighed. "Ever since we found out about Night and the infection, you've been acting...different..."
"I don't know, maybe I'm just overreacting....but it's like you don't see anything but the worst...you've been ignoring me kind of.."
She hugged him tightly. "I know...It is a lot to take in...and it's really hard...but please....just try to keep sane? For me? For Night?"
Ok pause the rp for a sec. I know something is wrong and just ignoring me isn't making it better. If you don't want to talk about it then just reply my questions with that. I want to help you but if you do not want to talk then I will stop asking but I cant know if you dont wanna talk if you dont tell me you dont want. I care about you and want you to feel like you can rely on someone when you feel sad and need to vent. I'm not going to just blow it off and not ask you whats wrong because that is something I can not do and will not do but if you do not want to talk, I will shut up about it and not ask any further questions.
i've been trying to warn you about karma but you won't listen
nobody listens to me
and im just overwhelmed with everything
everything just hit me at the same time
and i just want alex or vincent or squirrly...
Ok 1, I know you warn me about Karma but she hasn't physically and emotionally done anything bad to me so I still count her as a friend. I am no longer trying to help her with her health issues now because she wont listen to me.
And 2, I know how overwhelming things can be. I'm juggling school and the family and relationships and life problems with only one hand and its very difficult. My advice is to maybe take a break from a few things. Obviously not school- but maybe a break from drama on here and the things that stress you irl. Take a relax day and just chill, calming yourself and refreshing your mind.
i cant relax
i can never relax
i live with my family
and my version of relaxing is roleplaying on flipanim
but nobody but you and squirrly ever does my wwyd's
and on top of that alex always feel awful and i can do nothing about it
i overthink and come up with fake scenarios where all my friends yell at me and then leave me
and im upset because i just want to let out my emotions but can't do anything about it
like sure i have my plushie but the stuffing is coming out and there's no more room for cuts
plus the knife i want to use with s//h is dull and it pisses me off
[i just want to be recognized as me
not as the 'mentally ill kid' in school
or as the 'trans phase' in my family
and i want one of my friends to hug me tight and never let go
i want someone who can put up with me and my undiagnosed BPD shit plus my family and religious trauma
but nobody can
and nobody will
alex doesn't talk to me anymore
vincent barely does either
squirrly doesn't even know how i really feel about what he did
I am so sorry to hear about all of this. I really want to just be there for you irl so I can make you feel happier all the time but I can't. You deserve to have lots of friends and you deserve to be seen as who you are. You are talented and kind and caring and brave and smart. Your art skills are so good and you are underrated. I wish I could fix all your problems just like that but thats impossible. What we can do for now is think positive. You have actual friends. You have a right to believe in what you believe and dress how you want and think how you please and feel what you wanna feel. This world is already destroyed by people. There are kids who are starving or kids close to death. Life is like the lottery. You can get a good win or loose it all. But always think things around. Maybe join a few school clubs where people share the same interests as you. Thats an easy way of finding people who can see who you are from the inside. Maybe try to cope with something else other then the plushie. Maybe try doin-
-g self defense like karate. It'll help teach you to find inner peace and balance your mind. Try creating things or stress toys or meditation. There are so many ways to help let go of some of the feelings you feel. Maybe express how you feel to your family and ask for them to understand. Maybe try to open up to people at school and talk to councilors and people who can help.
ok 1
thanks for telling me about starving kids, i'll keep that in mind
2
my principal forced me to talk about the night and i got in bad trouble
3
my parents wont let me do anything
4
nobody in my school likes and or talks to me
5
making things, ex is the platforms im making, only causes me more stress because im not good at it and its something i really want
but on a slightly brighter note im making badges of my ocs
so thats cool i guess
Sorry I was just trying to make you feel a little bit better about yourself-
But you are only focusing on the negative and making yourself think there is no way to get through this. Just stop and think about how to turn it around. How to make this obstacles a way to help you succeed.
I literally can't, you can think that I have power over these problems, I promise you I do not. I can't do anything about it
I can't make my dad realize how much of a shithole he is
I can't make my school realize how idiotic it is
I can't make Alex feel better
I can't legally change my name and gender
I'm not saying you have to fix problems like those. I'm saying try to find ways of getting around them or using them to get through. Like for example:
Maybe see that there are people in the school who have never met you and don't even know you. You can talk to them and make friends with them.
You can't fully fix Alex's problems but being there to be supportive and encouraging and showing them you are doing your best to help will lift their spirits.
You can be a guy if you want to be and you can be called whoever you wanna be called. No one can force anything on you because you are unique and your own person. If no one accepts that then they can suck it up.
i go to a tiny 100 student private school
literally everyone knows me
and alex never even talks to me and doesn't respond when i talk to him most of the time
i didnt say that he hates me
he doesnt, he just never really responds
but thats what i- ah nevermind
thank you for helping me feel better. i appreciate it
Chill: ....No...you're not I can tell...please don't lie to me...
Chill: *he picked him up and held him tight* ...I can't do anything and I feel terrible about it...I want to help...
Chill: ...I'm just scared of losing you...I know Mary would be sad too...
Chill: ...I know but Mary would too...if we lost you we would be hurt...