Lmao apparently I used to have a crush on //////. But I used to go sit and draw with her every single day at the play ground so I guess it makes sense? I even chose her over ////// on the last day of school lmao. Apparently I got depressed cause she didnt like me back too cause I found all these drawings suggesting that. I even wrote stuff about me and my friends and hers was listed as (smart. Attractive. I hate myself.) Like wtf and then i started to like someone else. Why cant I just be consistant about HAVING CRUSHES FJFJNFNDJEUEBWHD. I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself.