I need to make new friends but its so hard you have no idea how hard it is to make an actual friend online that you actually talk to?? Ut pisses me off that I keep myself from talking to the little friends I do have because I might :bother them" . I cant be a fuxking weirdo and message them everyday

Its so cool when I isolate myself when I'm upset so I don't lash out and then I lose that friend anyway because I don't talk to them enough. Lose lose situation go fūck yourself gio

Oh god I had the worst dream last night holy shit im just remembering