Fuck being 14
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koiPOP[OP]
31.08.2021 03:03
LinkIt would please me more to be 7 once more
sometimes I'm like "omg I want to be a child again" but
when I actually think about it, I don't think I was happier back then (I'm not saying this is you)
maybe I could have more fun if I went back with the knowledge I have now but
idk
Theres times where it's like "damn I wanna be young" because for me it was just. Better then??? I was praised more, and felt better about myself and people actually paid attention to me, but at the same time I'd love to be an adult and feel like I earn ehat I have n all
yeah I think most people are like that since you get more responsibilities n' stuff as you get older
and you become more aware of how bad the world is
but like when I was younger I got yelled at more, I didn't really have people to talk to, I was angry all the time, I got sick a lot, never was able to sleep
idk the only benefits of going back for me would be not hating my body, not cringing at myself and I guess being able to be around my dad without a bra if I go πΈπ’πΊ back
I heard most people look at the past as an idealized version of itself so. what if you're actually like me idk lmao
wait if humans naturally look at the past as better than it was and I don't want to be young again then damn I must've been really fβuckin sad back then lmfaoooooo
I mean for the most part I miss living in my old city, in south florida. People were nice there and yeah there were bad parts but I'd prefer those to what I deal with now. I miss not worrying about who I liked or how my body was or what people thought of me, I could more so be myself and it's just not AS bad as it is now I guess
yeah I relate to the body part
imo I would go back to being a kid to be flat again and possibly make different decisions to stop myself from growing boobs, or at least not hit puberty so early
but if I don't retain my memory I won't notice being flat and I'll just be miserable and make the same shit decisions and become obese again
even if I couldn't make better decisions to help myself and I was always doomed to grow boob sometime, I didn't have to be ruined as early as I was, and I also get to just be flat for a few years
I miss running around without my chest hurting and I miss going up/down the stairs without my knees hurtig
BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA a gang to a homeless guy in an alley
and also by "ruined" I meant growing boobs but the wording also reminded me of how young I found porn
sometimes I wonder if I'd be a better person if I found it at a normal age, like 11 or something
maybe a worse person
or maybe I wouldn't really change
cause i hear that that shit really affects the developing brain
yeah I get that
as much as I hate my body and I almost jumped out my window and tried to snap my neck one time because I decided I couldn't deal with having boobs any longer, male alternate universe me is probably about as sewer slide all as I am tbh
cause when I was really little I remember my dad basically implying that he would have beaten the shit out of my sister and I if we weren't girls
and also he used to throw my toys at my mom who is a woman so like. damn what would he have done to me
plus based on how my mom talks about other men she probably would have told me "lol just take it like a real man!!!!1" or someshit
yea. but most of the fighting that happened between my parents and me and my mom is over now probably
I wonder how intersex alternate universe me is doing
omg is it the same powder the mailman puts up his nose every night with my mom when they wrestle before my dad comes home from work
U are bee jordan
U like do get ur space jammin while beeing a bee. ur fave song is space jam an ur dad married a bee is that not the craziest thing? ur parents are both swaggie so thats cool. ur swaggie as well.
yess bee jordan party
I will ascend now; see you on the other side π₯Ά
