But I am going through things like every human does. I fall, I break, and I make mistakes. That's what life is about, so I can learn from them, heal, and get back up. Sorry for being a dick, honestly I don't know who I am. But I'm moving on.

This site is the reason im a ****ing asshole. All the people I've met from this site because they want to ****ing fit in and I have to fit in to be accepted. I hate that. I ****ing hate it. I'm not going to be whom I'm wanted to be by the people on this ****ing site, I wish we could all just stop acting like 5 year olds, and Including myself.

I struggle to find how I'm so much nicer in person and on call than in ****ing texting. I honestly wish I never found this site, because thanks to this dumb ass site, I lost who I was supposed to be. I don't blame anyone for hating me and I don't blame anyone for leaving me I'm just a ****ing coward behind a screen, but half of you people don't understand what's happening behind it.

So though I may be a dick, that doesn't make room for other people to be one too. and that doesn't make room for people to put me down, because I'll let you know I am trying, i've been trying. but I do blame myself above anyone else.