Zombie Boy
03.05.2021
9 comments
babydolljax
04.05.2021 02:37
LinkDon't beat yourself up.
I've been thinking about you too.
And I will come clean and admit that I looked at your comments with your other friend.
If you believe that I'm the toxic one here, then fine. Go ahead.
But that doesn't give you the right to talk about me.
You misgendered me while saying that I was toxic for agreeing with my friends.
They were backing me up because what you did was wrong.
I know you're probably getting angry by reading this, but please stay calm and listen. I say this with no ill intent.
We both ****ed up, and I'm really really sorry for treating you the way I did.
But just because I was also in the wrong doesn't mean you can talk behind my back and call me a 'she'.
Stay calm for me, I've got more to say. I'm typing this in a calm voice...just bare with me for a bit longer.
I've been thinking about you probably just as much as you have me.
And I feel awful about it.
I'm willing to forgive you one last time if you agree to
(( i got more, hold on ))
babydolljax
04.05.2021 02:40
Link1, stop misgendering me, because that really really hurts me.
2, we both, not just you, we both need to refrain from our mistakes
3, stop talking behind my back (( Continue staying calm, just a tiny bit longer, okay? I'm almost finished typing, then I promise to let you go from me ))
and 3, forget about all of this. And I mean everything. Your faults, my faults, my friends interfering, everything.
I will delete all of the posts I made about you and the fights if you promise to do the same.
We can start over.
But if you don't want to, I don't blame you.
Just please stop talking behind my back and misgendering me if you don't agree to starting over.
That's all I have to say.
I'll be in school by the time you read this. So i'm sorry we couldn't do this 'screen to screen'.
babydolljax
04.05.2021 02:46
LinkIf you do respond back to this, just keep your mind steady. If we fight again it'll only cause more pain. And neither of us want more of that shit. We've both had enough.
babydolljax
04.05.2021 03:27
LinkSome mistakes get made, that's alright, that's okay.
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
04.05.2021 12:49
LinkIt took me about thirty minutes to think of what to write, god damn I'm stupid. XD
Anyway, yes, that sounds nice, starting over.
I would love that.
I cried the first few nights we had fought I'll admit, but I didn't think you would talk to me again.
The day that I called you I was checking to make sure you were okay, to make sure that you weren't doing anything dumb to yourself, to make sure you weren't hurting yourself.
I wanted to help if you were.
I'm sorry I made you mad and so many other people mad, I have made mistakes, but we both have.
Honestly, we're both horrible people, but we learn from our mistakes.
And don't take that in a mean way, I didn't mean it in a mean way because jeebus if you took that in a mean way I would be so mad at myself. DX
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
04.05.2021 13:05
LinkHonestly, I hated misgendering you.
I also checked your account every day and when I saw a vent it hurt me.
I wanted to try and help but I didn't comment because I was scared you would be mad at me for talking to you again.
And I hate myself for that..
But.
I'm glad you came back.
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
04.05.2021 13:28
LinkAlso that's illegal.
*takes your Capri-Sun and yeets them*
babydolljax
04.05.2021 18:11
LinkI’m glad we worked this out. But seriously, don’t ever bring this up again. I’ll do the same. I missed you.
SquirrlyPrince0509[OP]
04.05.2021 18:24
LinkI missed you too!
^w^