hey gusy i think i might be dying soon or something very big is gonna happen. I Dont Know. ive been having a feeling that a significant event will happen to me or someone else thatll be life-altering/life-ending

i could be being dramatic because i missed my small window for birth control and im on a horrible period right now, but i just feel... odd. odd as in something is gonna happen

ive been struggling with my mental health and i might go down that spiral i did in 2022. i hope not. i dont want a 3rd psych ward trip

maybe i could be having religious trauma, maybe im exhausted and burnt out, or maybe im having some sort of psychosis trip thing. who knows. either way, something might happen

watch this guys "BREAKING NEWS! 16 year old Seana Coletta gets ****ing SHOT by some guy on live stream what the ****!"

i think this is coming from working my ass off for weeks and refusing to eat/sleep anything proper heh....

good thing i have therapy tomorrow im probably gonna request to be on antidepressants and hope i dont start seeing and smelling shit that isnt there

guys im so quirky i have olfacotry and kinetic hallucinations more than auditory and visual is that so unique and original guys!??!? they should write something about me!!!!

goodnight guys