i was gonna stand on that chair

but i was too scared so i choked myself with my bare hands i saw a white coat filming over my eyes it was like all the life was getting sucked out of me. It was hard to move.

I let go.

i let go of my neck with it in pain. It still has a red mark around it.

i was too scared to die.

i didnt think it was fun or funny i knew you'd be in pain so would have mia so i let go.