Trying Somethin
S.O.S..send help!! pt.6
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XxL00s3erxX 
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08.12.2021
9 comments
OmgOofTheOof
08.12.2021 00:11
LinkNo pls ur not a freak 0:>
XxL00s3erxX[OP]
08.12.2021 00:14
LinkBruv yes I fkin am
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OmgOofTheOof
08.12.2021 00:16
LinkNo I amm
XxL00s3erxX[OP]
08.12.2021 00:20
Link****
no you're not
I ****ing am
I'm a total *****
OmgOofTheOof
08.12.2021 00:23
LinkNoooooo I freaking suck your NOT a freak okay please
XxL00s3erxX[OP]
08.12.2021 00:27
LinkSTOP SAYING YOU SUCK
I'M THE ONE WHO IS A SHITTY **** WHO DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE ****ING ALIVE AND HAVE A BEAUTIFUL ****ING LIFE
So on and off today I had a lot of energy for no ****in' reason
Then in 8th period(Art class) I started saying too much stuff to quick and laughing a lot, distracting my fellow classmates. Then the teacher told me to stop so I tried. I grabbed my art project to work on it. Then I went to my teacher to ask if I could see my counciler so that I could calm down
then she told me to go out in the hall and talk to her.
I said smth like:
"Sorry, I'm having a lot of energy for no reason and I'm not okay but I started having a panic attack because I was worried my mom would figure out I'm worse than I thought and she knows I have depression and Anxiety but she doesn't know about some other stuff and if she tries to help me then I'll get overwhelmed and I hate being overwhelmed."
Then she told me that we'd call the counciler to see if she had time for me to come down and we called her.
Then the teacher said I had to wait for about 15 minutes before I could see her.
The teacher told me to get some
- homework done while I waited, so I tried but I had another panic attack while sitting on the counter by the window and I went over to her again. Then my other art teacher came in and I'm really close to him so I got a hug from him. Then I went over to the window again and started panicking again. I felt very tempted to slit.
My guy teacher came to me and asked if I was okay and I asked him for a sharp object.
He knows that I love sharp objects to cut and stab myself with because it's fun and the face I had on showed him that it was because I wanted to slit and he came to me and let me hug him. Then he told me to go outside in the hall so I did.
Then once I was in the hall, I sat down and smiled. Then I started laughing and giggling. I was also playing with a piece of cloth I found. I twisted it around my finger to the point it was purple. Then I realized what I was doing so I gave all of the stuff I had in my pockets to the female teacher and went back into the hall and sat down laughing.
Then I went inside and she told me I could go down to the counciler and I said: "FINALLY!" And ran down the stairs laughing and went to the counciler and she helped a lot...
WHAT THE **** IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!