I hate change, but i changed for the worse....

GED sounds nice though I could achieve my dreams of being a fashion designer faster honestly and the college I want to go to accepts it and only 2% college accepts it so I think this could be the right path for me and I need to get out of this school system it feel like escape the roblox school obby.

*I mean 2% of colleges don't accept it for whatever reason*eyerolls*

Hurdles I went through: Had my first kiss with an asshole dated the disrespectful coward that broke up with me over text and then he got back with his abusive ex (that he even said was abusive) when were dating or dated her the next day *eyerolls* so could have possibly cheated on me with her(Crossed boundaries like he would speed in his fricking moms car even though I showed discomfort and I convinced myself I should trust him even though it's dangerous. fricky frack my ex. What sad is he even said he was gonna marry me like I actually believed him and he was just all talk lmao) and then I just got out of a toxic relationship recently and my parents are la divource now some legal trouble is going on don't know what to do honestly and i cried when i found out about the allegations against my father but hey am I surprise! No honestly but im not gonna get into that.... my therapist said I could possibly have an daddy and daughter relationship again, but im still not sure what is right....

I am currently battling ocd though still even if im on meds for it and for my toxic friendship I broke up for my own mental health sake he just lied about having a friend(Im pretty sure he lied to me one more time about some 5 year old at the park by himself saying cusswords yeah sure J whatever you say) then he would blow up on me and then he compared himself to me in this nasty tone and then he would guilt trip me and I stayed in that ugly toxic friendship for three months but it feels like it felt like forever since the toxicity felt so long, but im finally free IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND IM SO HAPPYYYYYY IM NO LONGER A VICTIM OF HIS TOXCITYYYYY.

why do people even use me and treat me like this when they don't even know how much they hurted me:(

ANYWAYS IM CELEBRATING FOR GETTING OUT OF THAT TOXIC RELATIONSHIP WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

IM SUCH A GIRL BOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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IM SUCH A BADDDDDDDDD BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

AND GUYS IM PANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN IM COMING OUT OF THAT DARK ASS CLOSET THAT I HATED BEING IN FOR SO LONG SINCE I THOUGHT BEING STRAIGHT WAS THE ONLY WAY SOCIETY WOULDN'T JUDGE ME.

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