lovely morning today, isn't it

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babydolljax[OP]
20.01.2021 12:01
LinkMy dad woke me up at 4 am by yelling at me and saying how horrible of a 'daughter' i am
how disgusting i am
how disappointing i am
i dont even smile in my own room unless talking with my online friends
they're really all the keeps me from just broken, completely broken
if not for them i probably would've cut more, and i know its a bad habit but i haven't in a while,
but i was in the shower earlier, crying of course, and was thinking about how a lot of my insecurities came from the way my parents treat me
like a slave.
but thats what 'precious daughters' are for, aren't they?
babydolljax[OP]
20.01.2021 12:02
Linki just want somebody to hug me and tell me its alright, that they love me no matter how disgusting i am
Your. NOT. DISGUSTING!!! HOW DARE THEY SAY THINGS SO HORRIBLE LIKE THAT! IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I JUST WANNA KILL THEM!!! but. i can't because idk them at all but still! i ****ing HATE YOUR GOD DAMN FAMILY! THERE JUST...UGH!!! you do not deserve that kind of family!! you deserve a family that will love you,kiss you good morning,and say your beautiful. that's what a real parent you deserve is...the parents you have can just go die from a reaper!
I feel sorry for you my friend...
I'm sorry I hurt you the way I did...
I am sorry I can't do anything to help...
But know this, I am ALWAYS going to be here for you...
No matter what..
And if anyone hurts you.
I.
Will.
Kill.
Them.
You're one my best friends, I don't want you getting hurt, even by me...
When I hurt you I wanted to punch myself in the face until I bled and stopped breathing...
But one of my friends stopped me from doing that.
You're family through and through for me and I am glad I have you in my life Erin, you're the best.