becoming annoyed at almost everything, constantly yelling at my brothers, not to mention my parents dont say i love you or bye before they hang up on me when im mid-sentence plus my mom only having my brothers on her lock screen, my parents are ashamed and embarrassed of me, my dad made a new rule that i cant wear any thing oversized or comfortable until 8:00pm, my friend might be dead right now and i wouldnt know, f*cking taylor wont leave me alone, i accidentally got my friend grounded for a week, everything little thing p!sses me off, i dont talk to people as much, im not active as much, i have so much homework, people at school are annoyed by me, i cant focus, people think im weird and judge me, i get blamed for everything, i just wnt to scream as loud as possible, i want to fight someone so badly, i want to yell back at my parents when we fight without getting grounded or hit, i want to drop out of school, i want to move out, im giving up on taking care of myself, ive ruin everything.