LOL IM KIDDING BUT YEAH I GET THAT YOU ARE A FRESHMAN AND LIKE SENIORS ARE LIKE WAY OLDER N STUFF I GET THAT SOME PEOPLE DONT WANNA HAVE FRIENDS THAT MUCH OLDER

BUT LIKE I SWEARRRR- PEOPLE LIKE HIM ARE LIKE THE BEST PEOPLE EVER HE IS SO HAPPY AND KIND HEARTED AND LIKE HE TRIES HIS BEST TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES KINDA LIKE I DO BUT LIKE HE DOES IT RIGHT

OH LORD I USED TO BE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE

NO IK IK IM SORRY YOU'RE FALLING INTO THAT STUFF :((( SOMEHOW I KINDA FEEL LIKE IT WAS PARTLY MY FAULT TOO IM SORRY YOU FEEL SO UPSET A LOT OF THE TIME- BUT LIKE NOT EVERYONE IS JUST COMPLETELY GOOD OR BAD ITS NOT BLACK AND WHITE ITS A WHOLE BUNCH OF COLORS

NO I DONT THINK I DO

BUT I THINK IN A WAY YOU'RE JUST LIKE ME FR

WE THINK VERY SIMILARLY

I DONT THINK I'VE EVER TOLD YOU THAT BUT I THINK A LOT LIKE YOU DO

I WAS ALWAYS SO ASHAMED TO ADMIT IT CAUSE YOU ALWAYS TALKED BAD ABOUT YOURSELF AND HOW YOU THINK AND STUFF WHEN I THINK LIKE YOU

I'M TRYING TO THINK OF HOW TO WORD IT I TALK MORE LIKE HOW I THINK WITH GRAY CAUSE IT SEEMS LIKE WHATEVER SICK SHIT I SAY HE STILL DOESNT CAREOR THINK BAD OF ME UHH LET ME THINK

TBH HE IS A SICK BASTARD TOO BUT LIKE UHM WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT SH- I THINK OF MYSELF LIKE YOU THINK OF YOU I ALSO HAVE HAD SOME VERY HOMICIDAL THOUGHTS ABOUT MY EX, CHASE I HAVE GONE INTO GREAT DETAIL TO GRAY BUT LIKE IM NOT GONNA LIKE TELL YOU IT CAUSE I THINK ITS DISGUSTING BUT BASICALLY ITS ME WANTING TO WATCH HIM KHS UH

I THINK OF MY SCARS AND CUTS THE SAME

I WOULD NEVER DO ANY OF IT BUT LIKE I HAVE DEFINITELY HAD FANTASIES OF LIKE LEAKING CHASE'S GROSS ASS DICK TO EVERYONE AND WATCHING HIM HURT AND FEEL SO HORRIBLE FOR EVERYTHING

I'VE THOUGHT OF HORRIBLE THINGS AND I HATE MYSELF FOR THEM SO MUCH

BUT YEAH

OH OKAY SLEEP WELL GN

YEAH SAME