Everyone doesn't understand me or hear my screams and when they do they think i'm just faking it or they don't care and either way they just want to witness someone's suffering,

and whenever i try to do anything and if i screw up everyone hates me for it

i never really can make a true friend, Everyone enjoys backstabbing me or leaving my side

No one ever understands my pain or screams,

my family hates me if i ever even show any emotion expression like smile or anything

so i'm numb and have been for 10 or 8 years now

i feel like there's always a clock ticking and when i run out of time everything's gonna either fall apart or more is gonna be put on my list of problems

i always burn my bridges thinking it'd fix my problems but it does the opposite, it just burns down everything i've succeeded and everything else

i usually feel alone or misunderstood but what if their right, am i a mistake or a monster,

i feel kinda better saying all this out loud but i know no one's listening so i don't know, i could either say more or just stop

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hello