Why am I crying over plants
by:
-Melancholy-Tea- 
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835
11.06.2022
9 comments
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
11.06.2022 15:08
LinkThe things I planted either ****ing never sprouted
Or died because of..idk the heat???
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
11.06.2022 15:11
LinkSo ****ing disappointed and frustrated and I feel like I completely wasted my parents money on a stupid project I was interested in
I wasted their time with all the tilling the weeding the watering
Nothing ****ing worked I looked at every blog I could i watched dozens and dozens of YouTube videos, talked to people on reddit about it and literally
The only thing I have to show for it is the ****ing jalapeños and bell peppers
And they've been sprouts since four goddamn weeks ago!!
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
11.06.2022 15:12
LinkI just
I really thought I'd done enough research and I thought it'd work the second time
I really
Really wanted this to work
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
11.06.2022 15:12
LinkBut ofc it didn't lol
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
11.06.2022 15:14
LinkGod
Anytime I try to get into something new like this to help my mental health it ends up getting worse
Not to mention he broke up with me so thats fun </3
Two things
That I relied on
That I put my hopes in
Poof
Gone
Just like that
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
11.06.2022 15:14
LinkI wish I could disappear that damn easily
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
11.06.2022 15:15
LinkWhatever
My hands are covered in soil I need to go wash them..
Hey man I know it can be tough with planting, it’s alright to cry I know it’s frustrating. It’s better than keeping everything in.
and I’m really sorry these things are happening to you, I had no idea about the break up.
I really suck at comforting or just emotions in general so this may not sound genuine enough but don’t think like that, don’t think you were wasting anyone’s time and don’t give up on what you like doing either that’s the biggest mistake you could ever make. Just take a break from it for a bit and collect yourself, maybe you missed something.