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Ashley201[OP]
14.07.2021 17:59
LinkI had another dream where G*rry tried to murder me wtf.
I'm genuinely terrified of him now I-
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my dad tried to murder me in my dream once
and my mom tried to kill me so many times lmfao
she threw me off a balcony because I was chewing a gumball I got from a gumball machine even though she said they're dirty /lh
I had a dream where a killer robot was after me, a dream where like 50 killer robots were after me, a dream where a weird rotten slenderman looking thing was after me, multiple dreams where cops were chasing me lmfao
night before last night I had a dream my grandma sixually hairassed me fml
only women are creepy to me in my dreams, dunno why
shit is it cause of those real women that I talked to when I was like 7 fjeswnfjdnjasnckniaoscoi is my brain traumatized now lmao
yeah honestly I think I still automatically register men as like
"safer" than women??????
I tried to get rid of it but my brain is still going, "lol women bad" and I kinda hate it lmfao
I'm not sure if it was because of my family or because of the laws in America but it's probably unsafe as hell to think like me don't develop it ever one star would not get it again
Yeah sounds like it's likely a trauma related thing. If you've had some especially traumatic moments in your life it might be your brain trying to tell you "no you're not safe here" probably as a way to protect yourself from more trauma. I'm not professional but I think that's a thing that the han brain does
I don't even know what could've happened to cause it honestly
but the brain sometimes forgets trauma to help itself though I think
hmm
it's probably better I don't remember it then
I'll just never work through my issue and be scared of women forever π /lh
mood
yeah maybe it's just my general forgetfulness doing its thing
