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AlexCatlonea 
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04.10.2021
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AlexCatlonea[OP]
04.10.2021 22:46
LinkSo for anyone who saw the last thing I posted, it might have come off as really rude and sudden. Same thing for my last post before I left my previous account. The reason why I do things like that is because I already struggle with my mental health and this site was a way for me to be able to talk to people and it not end with a toxic friendship like all of my real life friends. I could share my work and even a bit about my stories which I work hard on and care about a lot. Though the thing is that no one looks at my work and even fewer actually interact with me. I'm antisocial, awkward and overthink even the most simple of texts since I don't want to come off as rude. But I need people to talk to. I have 2 people I talk to regularly. My romantic partner and my best friend. I have one other friend, but they never talk to me unless crisis mode. That's just not it for me though. I want to share my stories and characters and the things I love to do, but when no one pays attention, it is really hard to try. It is
AlexCatlonea[OP]
04.10.2021 22:49
Linkdiscouraging for me and that's why I keep just up and disappearing for weeks. I just want people to care, but if yall don't then just don't follow me. I had over 300 followers on my previous account and less than 5 people would ever acknowledge a post and I haven't been getting much attention on here either since I first started publicly posting on this account. So I might just up and disappear, I might just stop replying to roleplays, I might just ignore you entirely, but usually that's just because I'm not doing well and feel discouraged to do anything and FA is a big part of that.
AlexCatlonea[OP]
04.10.2021 22:51
LinkSo yeah. I know probably no one's gonna look at this, but whatever. It makes me feel a bit better for a moment to know at least anyone can know I'm not just an asshole.
im sorry
i know im not on all the time which sucks i love your characters idea they're really cool and sorry im never on when ya feeling down or anything again sorry idk what else to say than saying sorry
I'm so proud of you for opening up, I know it can be difficult. But Alex, you know that if you want I will go on my old accounts with more followers and promote. You know I will. I don't like seeing any of my friends upset, you heavily include since we're so close. I wish I knew how else to help you other than typing things like these. I want you to be happier, and I'm always always always willing to help you.
I know you might be tired of all the paragraphs I type, but I just want you to know that I'm always and forever will be here for you.
I’m really sorry you feel this way and I’m really sorry I do miss these posts. I have an issue with getting into the habit of checking in on my friend’s account, as it’s caused problems before, and I’m still trying to get better at that. I honestly think your ocs and your stories are awesome, though!
i dont know you, but I read your last character post and loved it
(i follow @ArtisticIdiot, so thats how i found this)
i'm sorry you're going through this.
It WILL get better, I promise!