Yeah I under stand that lol

Yeah. It's always easy to have someone explain it on the way. You see I don't go this detailed on the base drawing. Usually I eye it out haha. But its better to go more simple with simpler eyes first so-- I would say try drawing a simple round head, do try on the hair, a little ear slightly slid down the face and simplement bead eyes. You could also try to copy what I draw and I'll draw what I'm explaining after the thing I'm drawing atm