so school started last Thursday and i cant take it anymore. it's only the 4th day and im done. i had to go to the counselor's office today, all my childhood bullies are there, i cant even look at people when i talk, i already have homework for both ELA and Math and its due 11:59 pm and i cant focus, i have cuts and cruises all over my legs and my brothers wouldnt top hitting me last night and i had a mental breakdown i cant take it with all the f^cking moaning from the guys and i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.

last night while i was having a mental breakdown i was visually planning out my suicide and what id do that day