lemme vent about my exes
by:
seanacoletta 
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08.12.2020
14 comments
seanacoletta[OP]
08.12.2020 01:28
Linkokay so like
i only dated four people because of the trash person i am B)
1st and 2nd bfs: they cheated on me for girls years younger than them or started hitting on my CLOSE FRIENDS
3rd and 4th: they dated me out of pity
you want to know why i made those posts about me talking about how i hate being pitied?
because of my recent breakup
maybe, just maybe i shouldn't put so much love into the people i date anymore
i feel like absolute shit everyday because of my exes and my family
those are the people that make me feel like shit everyday
seanacoletta[OP]
08.12.2020 01:30
Linkbut then, i began to believe and i will forever believe that im just a manipulative, toxic, clingy edgy person
yo what the **** is actual love
never felt it before B)
seanacoletta[OP]
08.12.2020 01:33
Linki have cried and cried, knowing that i'll probably be like this forever
seanacoletta[OP]
08.12.2020 01:38
Linki try to give the people i date as much love and affection i can
but what do i get in return?
pity and lies.
i try to give the people i date a reason to live but they give me a reason why i should pull the trigger
seanacoletta[OP]
08.12.2020 01:45
Linkthese people made me feel as if im destined to be alone forever
so i practice being alone
i isolate myself from others and only hang out with close friends
im social on the internet and around close friends but ****ing shy otherwise
i used to be social but now i have deep trust issues
seanacoletta[OP]
08.12.2020 01:51
Linkmy personality and life has been jacked up so much since the day i started flipanim
im just gonna stay away from dating and hope that i find someone who actually loves me
do i have permission to punch them in the faces for what they did to you???