ive been avoiding doing this but my dads keep telling me its better to inform people or somethig

not my actual dad my online dads

i domt know what is going on anymore ummmmmmm yeah. i cant stay a day without having a mental breakdown or panic attack or manic episode or whatever but rn i just do not feel anything. If i sound dry or annoying or rude and *****y its because i really do not care right now i genuinely do not feel anything. Ive been crying and i dont know why i just dont know what going on anymore. I probably wont talk much seeing as this has been going for a longer period of time than i have been in a long time so this is like some sort of server depressive thing i dont know. I take my meds everyday idfk whats going on but yeah here you go

sevrere not server

jow the **** do you spell servere

whatever ok bye

oh before i go i am safe i havent done anything so woohoo i guess uhhhhhh if theres trolls on this post making fun of me i just want to let you know i dont give a shit just dont interact with them

this post was literally useless but whatever i didnt want my dads to be mad at me

usually i apologize for this shit but i dont care right now dont take it personally. Go hate me if you want i dont care if you just leave me

ok bye