i hate this school sm it’s way harder than my old school plus i actually had friends there here i just sit alone and talk to no one

i’ve been stressing out to the point it’s effecting my physical health i want to disappear from reality i want to go to a mental hospital just so i can get away from school and my family i need a break

ARGRGRHHJKKSJJZMZOSKAN i m so tired all i wanna do is lay in my bed and sleep until i feel better i’m not over my cousins death, and in my cousin group chat one of the said “And I gotta spend time with y’all cause what if it’s the last time I could see u guys” SHUT UP OMG IM GONNA CRY MY EYES OUT

**** omg,, hhhhjdjxbxn i hate life sm if someone else dies idk if i’ll be able to talk it AGGHHAHHAJAHNm

lollllooll today ppl came over i was fine the whole time once they left i feel like shit wtf is wrong w me i need to be around ppl that make me happy or else i feel sad my family doesn’t help with that anymore, maybe sometimes but not rly

whenever i don’t feel happy i feel sad there’s no in between i’m either happy, sad, or mad i can’t be left alone w my thoughts they make me feel worse i need to be doing/paying attention something all the time sometimes it’s fine if i don’t other times i NEED to distract myself like rn

i’m gonna go do something ig bye