uhm everything hurts and my arm also hurts very much that's not proper grammar **** it idrc anymore :/

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yes I am :/

uhm

because

im a stupid attention seeker, abuser, and a narcissist. ;) plus ive gotten back into cutting myself

lol im such a pussy, all I have to do is go a little deeper and not ****ing bandage the wound ;))

lol I used most of the people ive been in a relation ship with as tools ;) uwu and ive gotten used before too im a player and ive only actually fallen in love twice uwu xd lol

cool, ive cut the vein before but it wasn't too deep ;)

ah

well mk

ah that's funn even if its summer I still wear a jacket but since its still so close to my hand, you're able to see part of the scar ;

I don't do it on my legs because I wear shorts. but once school starts im only wearing pants and can start again. and when I cut my arms, I cut like underneath my shoulder because short sleeves :/

ah mk

ah I didn't scratch. I started pulling out my hair, eating my skin, and biting my nails to the point it bled. I tried a kitchen knife, too dull, so I used glass. don't have an exacto knife, but want to get one.

nah, please keep talking, It s a t i f i e s m e. hahhahahahahahaaahaahai hate myself.

whoo. have you ever tried glass?

hahedwhwhahaah I hate everything about myself lol ill ****ing shut up because i****ing can and want tot d

just do it when their not home. or "accidentally" drop something that is glass then pick up some when they're not looking. or break something they don't use or have forgotten about. like when they're not home.

ah fun. we have a lot ofknives, but they're butter knives, but I mean they're pretty sharp. but unfortunately I guess im immortal because I cut myself with it and it didn't do anything. hshhbbh

well I mean idk it makes you bleed easily so theres that and for me it barely leaves any visible scars unless u look closely

hah funny im dying not really. I don't have a response to that, guess you're just gonna have to keep being an idiot ig. up to you

;)

sorry if im mean or offend u, im tired and grumpy and idfk why

nope I keep it in a small box inside a small box thingnd nobody looks there soo yeah and plus the glass is see through and the bottom of the box is white except for the blood on the glass but theres not much to see unless you look closey hahahaha im not making any sense whoo. hbu

huh most of my blood stays in my body unless I have a nose bleed or throw up.

ah cool

my mom knows im kind of obsessed with sharp things which is why she has to almost pull me away from things. so if she saw the glass shed be like huh. but if she saw the blood hahahahaha shed probs look at my arm and be like are u killing people or killing yourself

ah fun ive thought about brutually murdering people in different ways and myself but ya know,thats normal.

huh I haven't tried so I wouldn't know

mm fun

yay lemme try

that's very true so gj for acccpeting the truth

im immortal?????????????? I tried to break the skin and it wont ****ing work.

just say ur on ur period lol

how hard do you have to press to break the skin

just say you where laying on your side. blood + gravity = blood in weird places

you didn't answer my question tho

well I use glass so I may have to press harder than usual. :/

cool

huh besides the exacto knife what do u use

huh I don't even know how to get the blade out cuz I don't have anything to use :/

scissors will probably make me bleed too much

ah. if I disappear im asleep, hiding from ym mom, or dead :)

don't want her to take my computer if she sees im stayin up late

mmm I haven't had a good meal in a while

cool

hahhahhhahaha same

idk