I I know what it's like when you die There's no dream There's no living again None of that... I mean yes ghosts and spirits are real, my grandma had a spirit at her house and so did my dad, and there's a ghost in my room... But once you die it's pitch black, your brain won't work, your heart won't pump blood to support your brain. You would just be dead. No dreams, No living. And I'm fine with that.

And besides Even if I did die, more people would be saved. I can't change who I am, I can change who I'm becoming. And I'm a murderer. Raven made me into this and I won't actually attacc someone unless raven is there with me.