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Feeling Suicidal.
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febrezzey
26.01.2018 20:02
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Aw hey my friend<333 Id like to help as best i can to help you through these emotions so maybe try and fill me in on whats worrying you, you dont have to explain in detail, and it can be anything and everything, tests, family, whatever so i can get an idea of how to help you okay
Well..my family is on the verge of being on the streets, and my dad always comes home from his job sighing, because the job doesn't pay much, Second i liked someone, and they liked me but then i asked them and he rejected me saying ''Yes i will be with you....SIKE. Sorry not sorry, i seriously don't have feelings for you'' Third, i'm failing in most of my classes, my parents and my teachers had a meeting today with me in it, and the teachers told my parents everything i do, im usually laying my head down or on flipanim trying to make friends or draw because that kinda makes me feel better, and i have frustrations, because i cant draw really good as others,and i ask ppl to help me but sometimes they don't. Fourth i get made fun of because i'm different from others..
Thats alot for someone to go through and really stressful so first off just know you are wonderful, and you are trying to get better which is already super amazing because despite everything and all the sad things and hardship life has thrown at you, you keep going and your going to school, youre with your family, youre being friendly and interacting so so far youre doing things alot of people also have a hard time doing or dont do but you are~
Im sooo sorry to hear your family is struggling and thats just heartbreaking, its really hard financially nowadays. Really its your parents that need help so they can take care of everyone so when they have a hard day spend time with them and talk with them. My family (cont v)
Isnt well off either so i spend my time on websites like indeed.com looking for jobs, and any website like zillow for lower cost apartments so maybe tell your parents about these sites and help search for a better job for your dad or a more affordable place to live, anything to keep you guys busy and im sure you guys will get through okay Your family loves you through thick and thin just as mich as you love them no matter what so youll all get through this together im sure of it!
Its soo very brave and amazing that you told your feelings to your crush, like i could never do that! You took a chance to see if you could get something amazing, so i know it hurts that thats not what happened but.
BUT what happened was you saw that persons true colors, that theyre rude, inconsiderate of your feelings and they would only have brought you down in the long run so its a loss for them cuz theyre missing out and being with you~ And your amazing, creative, brave, kind, considerate and have so much love to give. You just need the right people to give it to who will give you that same love that you rightfully deserve
School is by far one of the most stressful things i can think of that i think everyone i can agree on.
Its especially hard when it seems that priority is set on grades and doing well on tests and attendeance but you know what?
Thats wrong, you should be your TOP priority okay hun, your well being, your health, if your not feeling well it should NEVER be expected of you to still get an "A" or 100. That is not the point, you know what is? You are trying, you are studying, no matter what people say getting a B or C or D does not make you an less smarter, it means your still learing, if you had a bad day or you dont undestarnd the things so you get and F or something dont stress it cuz that grade does not define you, staying up til 4 am to study wont help in the long run, So just take notes, maybe ask the teacher for some help or tutoring after class, look up soltuions to problems and learn your own way cuz sometimes they way school teaches does not help everybody, alot of times it didnt help me so take school-
day by day, keep doing your best because no one expects you to do algebra on the spot randomly in public, your boss at your future job does not expect you to not use your resouces when working on something like school does with tests life isnt a memory game where if you dont rememeber Abraham Lincolns middle name or something your dumb. You are a very smart and bright person no matter what
Now i want you to know most important of all, im definitely your friend, not because you are "exactly like me" or what ever, but because your a sweet person who takes the time to chat with me and you dont understand how much that means to alot of people, how much it means to me that your just so wonderful to be kind to me and want to be my friend. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, you are wonderful, What you need is people who see that too, not people who are high and mighty and think they are better or that you are odd because you like to do something different. Everyone likes theyre own things and instead of pushing people away, we share our interests thats what being friends is. One of my best friends loves drama shows and stuff, i hate them honestly but if she watched something and wants to tell me about it ill listen, ill even try to watch and episode or 2 with her cuz shed to the same if i wanna watch a cheesy comedy. We're different, but that doesnt mean we cant get along cuz despite that we
This is supper long im sorry ;v; but i hope you feel better sincerely i know how bad depression and anxiety can get its honestly just plain terrible but i im here for you, anytime everytime, and so is your family, you are NEVER alone, so dont forget to remember all the simple postives in your life, hugs from your dad, leaning new things and improving your already amazing art okay my friend, people care about you, and you are hurting, but youre strong, cuz youre still here, youre still fighting for a better tomorow so dont give up, id miss you and so would others and im sure youd miss everyone too<3333333
Aw id defintitely love for everyone to hear this who feel down, thank you Imaginativeartist and same, i hope people never have to feel this way and if they do theres always something good waiting for you to find it. i dont like people suffering more than they have to and i think everyone deserves to be happy especially when everyone goes through so much alone
Thanks so much marble, I'm sad idk you irl because i would help you with jobs and stuff!, i am only a child but i get really annoying sometimes, im very happy to have someone like you <3
Youre welcome hunni~<33333333333 Im happy to help the best i can
Aw id love to know you irl (im super awkward at first tho ^^)
Omg i wouldve love help but idk if theres any help for me in this town ;P
Aw nuh i feel the same way too, everyone has their flaws i can be very veeeeeery annoying (alot of times by choice) i doubt that you dont mean well tho youre very sweet so i sincerely doubt youre ever as annoying as you think you are and your family and friend enjoy your company and love you just like you love them even if they get on your nerves sometimes~ And im so very grateful to know you too sweetheart!!!<333333