more rant stuff and trijgrr warning. and that time my step dad called me a "goth princess" because for some reason buying black curtains for your room makes you a goth princess. And so he said "make sure not to cut yourself" and my step brother was going along with the joke and then my step dad said "across the street or down the road" and i just stood there and walked upstairs. Like dude. And then that time my step brother found out I had been doing it cuz we were watching tv and I was reaching to get an oyster cracker and he was like "whats that" and I didn't say anything and then he said "youre doing it on the wrong side" nice. nice one buddy. I hid in the bathroom for a long time and he apologized and told me he wouldn't tell our parents but I dont know how to feel. And then there's my friends who constantly draw marks on their arm in red pen because they think its funny URGHHHGAMVZ. im .

also Im 6 months clean so that's prettyncool! Ive been doing better with coping strategies and reminding myself why I am staying clean so I dont do it :) I love my family but sometimes they upset me a bit

she laughed after and then corrected herself in a joking tone idk