I was kinda thinking of this moment where Raymond and Simon/rails are arguing and rails mentions how he cant stand raymond's presence and that he should've just said no and then it goes into how Raymond feels, he shouting about how he was betrayed by rails, but he only calls him Simon here which only makes it worse and causes rails to shout about how Raymond had thrown him away like he was nothing, and how he took up a role over his best friend, a role he wasn't even very good at. Then shouting about he was the one who got betrayed, about how he was the one who struck he down with the purity of light from the Skylands and into hell

ok maybe I will write this story-ish out but laterrrrr becuz not rn but like basically now rails has rageful tears and is shouting with most of his voice, until he just starts to scream in agony, the ripping flesh and cracks of bones are what really makes it different. he turns into gentle friend and stopped Raymond from wanting to continue the argument

he is uhh crying ???