So my dads side of the family has a problem and none of my sisters have it and neither do i but im the only sister who has the biggest chance of having it so in my opinion i feel overweight i will eat something and then feel bad for eating it to the point were i almost dont wanna eat anything what im trying to say is that i have the possibility of getting diabetes my blood sugar is higher than normal and so when i got the news i could possibly get it if my blood sugar gets any higher i was so depressed that day for a good month and still am and just i wanted to confess this bc i have been holding this in for so long i didnt eat much that day and i havent been as hungry as normal but sometimes i will eat a lot of food but feel like im starving and another thing is is that i can fall asleep at like 7 wake up at like 12 and still be tired idk whats wrong with me and i need serious help rn but i cant bc of covid

Im ****ing messed up