Before anything else I just want to say Merry Christmas and that you are amazing So I hope everything is going well for you just know that people love you and you should be very glad to be who you are. This world has been really hard and as so for you so hold on. You are special in my heart and many others. Try new things and maybe get out of your comfort zone. Get some water, try to clean something, make someone laugh, say hi. Make sure you take care of yourself because you matter. Many people are glad to see you everyday. Get out of bed or take a nap, and put a smile on someone's face or cheer yourself. Do what you love and just be you. Times are hard and I just want to say we will get through it. Love you all merry christmas