uuhhh mhhhh, ew life. glue was a bad idea, my arm is bleeding. idk man. life has just hit a hole. its like im stuck in some big, dark pit and i cant get out. no matter what i do, im just stuck. im hurting so i end up just hurting other people. i try to help but i cant, i cant help anyone. im a failure. krakki is gone because of me. bubs says i cant save everyone, but im gonna prove him wrong. my digestive problems are flaring up again and i cant eat much anymore. i try but i just end up puking. my dad has gotten worse. hes gone back to stealing my stuff and selling it for drugs or money. i have all these people i call friends but i dont think of any of them as friends. they all hurt me and say ****ed up shit about my weight, the stuff ive been through, the person im dating. krakki was different, i dont know what it was but they just seemed nicer than everyone else. but theyre gone now so **** my life, right? i mean, im not friendless or anything but nobody irl likes me, i dont even like me.