I have multiple ideas for Oscar. Some fro Casey. Oh oh and jay. Let’s not forget about Clark!

Someone stop me before I kill them.

I have to many ideas-

Yuh

BUT THE IDEAS 🤯🤯🤯😭😭😭

PLEASE BUT THESE ARE MY C O M F O R T OCS I HAVE TO MANY IDEAS OF DEATH FOR THEM BUT THEY GIVE ME SO MUCH COMFORT 😭😭😭😭

IDK I JUST HAVE SO MANY IDEAS

IDK HELP

I HAVE TO MANY IDEAS

I COULD NEVER

I CANT THE IDEAS.

OK CAN I TELL YOU THE IDEAS FOR HIM I GOT ONE OF THEM BC OF SCHOOL

OK I GOT THIS IDEA FROM SCHOOL SO LIKE I HATED TODAY BUT DURING CIVICS WE ALWAYS WATCH CNN 10 NEW WHEN WE START CLASS AND TODAY THEY TALKED ABT DRUGS AND OVERDOSES IF YK WHAT I MEAN 🙂

THEY SAID SOMEONE DIES OF AN OVERDOES EVERY 5 MINUTES OBVIOUSLY I THOUGHT OF OSCAR.

JUS OSCAR SITTING AT A TABLE BACK FACING TAY AND LIKE TAY TAPS HIS SHOULDER AND HE DOESNT RESPOND SO HE TURNS TO SEE OSCARS FACE AND LIKE HES JUS PLAN WHITE AND HIS EYES ARE RED AF AND ROLLED UP AND HES BLEEDING FROM HIS NOSE AND BLOOD IS COMIN OUT HIS MOUTH ID BE TRAUMATIZED TO LIKE DAMN.

AND HIS EYES LOOK DRY BUT THERE TEARING UP BC HE MUST OF BEEN IN SO MUCH PAIN. IM THINKING ABT WHAT HE WOUL LOOK LIKE I KINDA WANT TO DRAW IT-

HHHHHH IDK WHY IM THINKING ABT KILLING HIM- 😭😭😭😭 THE PAIN-

AND THE BLOOD COMING FROM HIS MOUTH WAS A THOUGHT OF HIM YK COUGHING OUT BLOOD-

SOBS HE CANT ITS A FACT ONCE YOU’RE ADDICTED TO SOMETHING ITS VERY DIFFICULT TO STOP AND WHEN YOU DO IT SOMEHOW GETS UNHEALTHY BC HE BECOMES A HABIT IT BECOMES APART OF YOUR LIFE ONCE ITS OUT OF IT YOU SLOWLY START TO DETERIORATE IN THE WANT AND NEED OF IT UNTIL YOU CANT HOLD IT AND DO IT AGAIN.

I AM TO HE’S ONE OF MY COMFORT OCS HE BRINGS ME HAPPINESS WHEN IM SAD AND IM THINKIN OF KILLIN THEM-

NO. THE IDEAS I HAVE. THERE PIERCING MY BRAIN.

NO THE IDEAS.