hello ;w;

but now shes older things are getting colder...lifes not what she thought she wish someone had told her-

she told herself she was alright, but she was telling white lies- cant you tell? look at her dull eyes..

summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves..because the cuts on her wrist was bleeding through to see..

she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound, bleeding out from every cut her body consumed..

but those cuts on her wrists they were no mistake.. but no one cared enough to save her from this self hate..

she wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild.. "Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?" but she never her parents weren't the ones to blame, it was the world that should bow down its head in shame ..

*knew

her mum walks in, she falls down to the floor, and now nothing can take back what she just saw.. her little girl that she raised was just hanging there.. her body's pale and her face is violently bare ..

"Im sorry mum but this world is just not my place.. i've tried for so long to fix this and fit it.. i've come to realise this worlds full of sin.."

"theres nothing for me here, im just a waste of space, i've got to reason to stay here with this awful race .."

"As it shines bright throughout the night..And remember everyones facing their own fights, but I cant deal with the pain--im not a fighter..you'll me it through the night- just hug your pillow tighter.."

*make

"thats what they used to say, all those kids at school.. so im going by the law majority rules, My presence on this earth is no longer needed any longer, and if anything, I hope this makes you stronger.."

"now its time to go, im running out of space to write, and yes I lost my fight but please just hold on tight.. im watching you from the clouds above.. and sending down the purest and whitest doves.."

and now imma cri- jk that was fun, should I pick a song this time? ;o

i gtg :CC sorry D: i'll miss chu tho-