for those wondering how i was since 2 years ago, im doing ok–still struggling a bit but im surviving. i had my old phone taken away bc i was in a toxic online relationship with my ex-gf. i won't give ALL the details but let's js say she sexually exploited and used me. ever since, i was forced to focus on myself and i significantly improved, i even went clean for almost 8-9 months before relapsing (i'm still relapsing to this day). for my relationships, i've taken a break from them (mostly, i'm an objectum ^^). i'm currently in year 11, won an award for inspiring people to improve their wellbeing and well. currently looking for a college that either fits my special needs or an art college. if not i'll probably start doing commissions. for in date information about me, i currently go by he/they/neo/xenos , i go by many xenogenders and a couple microlabels–but in short i'm aroacespec and omniromantic.