Just realized I didn’t even say his name- it’s ren but he would’ve been called paper when your oc lived with him)

LMAO i faintly remember it, he was literally my favorite oc ever then, and still kinda is) Ren could sense the disappointment in the air, he quietly walked into the light. He was almost unrecognizable, even the way he held himself was different “hello-“ he said, guilt and regret in his voice.

Ren shudders at the name “nobody’s called me that in-...a while heh” he walked closer, kneeling down in front of him.

Yes))

“I know right- who would of thought I’d end up worse than him?” He lets a small laugh as he reaches out to place a hand on his face “I’m sorry you wasted all that time on me only for this to happen in the end of it all”

Okay, i think it should be fine for now) Ren pulled his hand away and frowned “Hell no- I may be bad but I’m not THAT bad..I’d never hurt you like that.” He says, his voice filling with a tinge of anger.

Okay! <<333)) “For love- or some shit like that..You’re the only person I feel that with- and yes it’s been years and yes there are much more ethical ways of going about this- but I’m not really.. I’m- **** it I don’t what I’m saying at this point it’s just excuses” the more he rambled the more dangerous he seemed, it was obvious he was in a ****ed up headspace.

“I’m not ‘guilty’ about anything...I put to much thought into it to be guilty.” He says, trying to convince himself more than Hydrix. “I know what I’m doing, I’m gonna go through with it to the end...whatever the end is- maybe I die..maybe you die, maybe the cops get called who knows-“ he laughs softly.

He looks away, taking a breath and silently staring off somewhere else before finally looking back at him “I’m not-“ he finally replies.

He tensed at his sudden snapping, his eyes filling with tears out of habit. He said nothing in response.

“What are you expecting from me? You’re mad at me because I turned out like this but maybe you should have payed more attention to actually helping instead of just feeding into an obsession- how didn’t you see? Why am I in the wrong when it’s your failure to actually help is what this is so obviously why it ended up this way-“ he stopped himself as his voice got louder. He was so desperately trying to get rid of the regret feeling him by pushing all the blame elsewhere.

The tears he’d been holding back finally spilled over, his hands pushing against his shoulders and shoving him back so he couldn’t struggle anymore. “I never wanted to leave in the first place! You took me! Yeah In the end I realized it was screwed up but if you never meddled I’d be dead and none of this would’ve happened!” He was reaching desperately for anything to keep himself from being the one in the wrong.

He stopped the second he felt him nuzzle against him “...I-you-...” His voice was shaky as he looked at him, processing all of what just happened.

Ren sat silent for a moment before wrapping his arms around him and sobbing quietly “I-...okay..I won’t..” he whispers, holding him close.

Ren noticed this and without even a second thought his hands moved to the restraints and hesitantly loosening them.

Ren let restraints fall to ground before just hugging him again gently “god...this isn’t what I expected” he tried to laughs through his tears.

Ren chuckles softly and sits up a bit, moving a hand to gently pet him.

Ren quietly continued “Yeah I can imagine-“ he speaks softly.

He sighs softly, gently letting him go and letting his arms just fall to his sides. Looking down at him.

He very slightly leaned closer to him “can I- kiss you?” He asks, a hint of awkwardness in his voice.

He smiles and kisses him gently, putting his hands on his cheeks.

Ren smiles into the kiss as he hesitantly pulls away, his face a soft shade of red “h-heh- that was...that was- I can’t even describe it-“ he smiles processing the feeling that just went through him.

He looks at him lovingly “I love you so much...so so so much” he whispers, kissing him all over his face gently.

He sits back and looks at him “oh- and by the way...I uh- heh don’t really go by paper anymore” he says quietly.

“It’s fine...my names Ren..I figured it sounds better than a object ya know?” He shrugs a bit

“Haha yeah I guess that makes sense- but I’m not really that small or cute anymore.” He chuckles softly.

He wrapped his arms around him and held him close. “So uh- wanna go somewhere other than my basement?” He laughs a bit.

He smiles and gently lets go of him “alright but uh- I gotta clean up before you come upstairs so uh- stay here for a second..” he gets up slowly.

He ran upstairs quickly, a few things could be heard moving. He was gone for around 20 minutes before coming back down “alright uhm- you can come up now”

He smiled at him softly before turning and heading upstairs.

He led him upstairs and closed the door to the basement afterwards, locking it before looking at Hydrix for a moment “so uh- this is my house..heh it’s not much-“ he chuckles awkwardly.

The house wasn’t too big and it wasn’t very messy but there was a few holes in the walls, caused by Ren of course. The front door also had a few different locks on it as well, the back door was missing half of its handle and couldn’t even open from inside. Ren looks at him and smiles softly “Thanks..you can make yourself feel at home- are you uh hungry or anything?”

He smiles a bit “alright- let me know if you want anything..” He says, kissing him on the cheek in return and going to the living room.

He sits down and looks at him, waiting for him to sit with him.

He smiled and wrapped an arm around him.

He gently kisses him on the cheek, holding him close.

He smiles and hugged back, yawning quietly.

He laughs softly and squeezes him gently in return.

He smiles and kisses him all over his face, leaning against him and yawning once again.

“Okay but- uh you’re not gonna- leave or anything..right?” He asks quietly.

Ren smiles and lays his head against him “Thank you..” he closes his eyes, still hesitant to fall asleep at first but eventually lets himself doze off.

He slept for a while but it didn’t last too long before he woke up from a nightmare.

He slowly sat up, trying not to wake Hydrix as he moved off of the couch and into the kitchen.

Ren dug through the fridge quietly humming as he tried to find something to eat, though that’s hard when you only go grocery shopping once a month.

Ren sighs and closes the fridge, he goes back to the living room to check on Hydrix debating on if he wanted to leave and get some food for the two of them.

Ren laughs softly, reaching down to gently pat him on the head before going to find his keys.

Ren perked up looking over to the living room hearing him squeak, walking back over once his keys were found.

He smiles at him, leaning over the couch to look at him.

Ren chuckles softly, his plans for food going out the window as he walked around to lay with him wrapping his arms around him.

He nuzzles into him “did you sleep well?”

“That’s good...” he says gently kissing him on the forehead.

“Are you hungry or anything?” He asks softly

“Alright- I’ll uh- I’ll have to go out to get something, do you want anything in particular..?”

“Alright-...I’ll be back- I love you” he gives him a small kiss before getting up.

Ren frowned, slowly walking into the light “long time no see huh?” He laughs awkwardly

Yes!!) Ren steps into the light with a sigh and walks to them “Spare your disappointment- I’m aware of the irony in this- it’s almost funny...heh..” he tries to hide the guilt in his tone.

He sighs and looks away for a moment “of course you don’t-“ he laughs softly. He was so different now, he was taller,almost unrecognizable in looks, the way he held himself as a person was the most different though. He had a certain air of confidence and lack of empathy despite seeming regretful of his current situation.

“A jokes no fun if I have to explain it- just drop it. There are obviously more important things to worry about” he pauses and reaches out to gently place a hand on their cheek “like why you’re hear”

“It’s simple really- I need you...love you- whatever that means heh-“ Ren speaks, trailing off as if he really had no clue why he ended up doing this.

Ren)

“Hi there..long time no see huh Shao?” He steps into the light , he was nearly unrecognizable besides his voice. He looked different, even held himself as a person differently, instead of being the over emotional kid he used to be he was now seemed unfeeling and full some sort of confidence.

“Oh- gee been a while since I heard that name- I uh- yeah it’s me...heh” he walks over to him slowly.

“Oh god don’t start crying or else I’ll cry too” he laughs softly and reaches out to gently place a hand on his cheek.

Ren smiles “R-really..? Wow- uh I’m so happy to hear that” he sighs softly.

He smiles back softly, gently rubbing a thumb over his cheek. He places his other hand on his thigh gently, almost hesitantly.

Ren looks at him, blushing softly “y-you’re okay with my hand here...right?” He had to be sure he wasn’t just scared of him.

He smiles, leaning closer slowly.

He leans closer, stopping just before their lips could meet “can I...uh kiss you?”

Ren smiles and kisses him gently.

He adds passion to the kiss quickly, a feeling he didn’t recognize running through his body causing him to shudder softly.

He smiles and continues kissing him, hesitantly pulling back from the kiss after a while.

He smiles and leans against him resting his head on his shoulder “I..love you..”

Ren looks at him and smiles, gently kissing his neck.

He continues gently licking his neck before stopping and looking at him to make sure he was okay with this.

Ren smiles and continues licking and kissing his neck, moving his hands under his shirt slowly.

Ren rubbed his sides slowly as he gently nibbled at his neck.

Ren blushes and continues for a few moments before stopping, his hands continuing to rub up and down his body making their way further down to his waist.

He rubs his outer thigh slowly before moving to rub his inner thigh, his hands slowly getting closer to his crotch.

Wish I could do that )) Ren hesitantly rubs between his legs, scared of doing something Shao didn’t like.

Ren’s face flushed a deep red color and a small smirk formed on his face “Alright.” He began undoing Shao’s pants.

He looked up at him as he slowly rubbed him through his boxers.

Ren continues for a moment before pulling his boxers down a bit, rubbing his thumb over his tip.

He continues slowly starting to stroke him.