I am a person who likes to make people happy. If you know me well and are close to me then you can agree on this. But there are some downsides on that. When you have a problem and I can't answer it or try to make you feel better I..... I cry at night.... Because I feel like I'm worthless. I know that I'm not worthless because of that but I have more of a creative head then a smart one. I let fears and anxiety get the best of me. This caused problems for me. I have social anxiety, a eating disorder, self conscious about how I look so I never take my mask off unless I'm at home which means I don't eat my school lunches. I'm a very paranoid person and if I'm being honest I uh... refresh my tabs every 6 seconds to see if someone commented or liked or replied to my comment. If that sounds weird to you then you are 100% free to un follow me. I am always scared of how people think and how people see me. On that note I feel like I have to apologize to some people for me being the complete ass that doesn't really-

-give them enough affection and/or attention. I really feel like I have to because it's been bothering me for a while and I truly try to change it but there are so many people I try to make happy that it just stresses me out. So here are the people I am apologizing to and the reasons...

First off- XxMaster-QuinnxX I feel like I have not given you the attention you truly deserve. I've been a dick and a huge *****. I try to like your stuff but being the shithead I am, I tend not to leave comments and not to talk to you. I know we weren't close friends in the past but I still want to stay friends. But it feels like I am the cause of us not really speaking enough to one another. I want to apologize to you and I want you to unfollow me because with the amount of shit I pulled, I feel like I don't deserve you to follow someone like me who doesn't give you attention and care because you deserve all of that. If there are anything I did wrong that I am missing, please say because I want to add that to my apology. I don't want to leave any mistakes and ****ing shit I've done aside. I deeply apologize to you. You deserve better.

undertaleJustice I apologize for not showing you attention. Yes, I have done a few of your wwyds and I have spoken to you but I feel like that is not enough. Your art is amazing and I have not been giving you the affection you need. I apologize deeply for this and I wish you good luck on your art journey. I will still like and to my best ability, comment on your anims. Again, I am sorry.

And to all of you who I have not been giving enough attention and love. There are a lot of you and I do not know if some of you are still on this website but I wish you all luck. I am very very sorry. I know there is no good excuse for my behavior and me being over-worked and me being too busy also isn't an excuse to pay attention to you. All of you. Even the two people I've mentioned above me. I am sorry and I hope there is a way you can forgive me.

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Xx-Bay133-xX I feel like you do not think of me as a friend anymore. I know you've been going through some things and I try to be there for you. But I feel like this is a one sided friendship. I've thought over it and I already know that I'm a simp and I think I am simping for you way too much. I do enjoy your art and talking to you but I feel like you do not care about me or what I have to say. I try to help you when you vent but all you do is push me away. If you want me to be pushed away then that is fine. I will no longer try to help. I'm done. I can't hold onto this coin hoping I will get lucky. That doesn't mean I will stop liking your anims and stop being friendly to you. But I will no longer play this game.

babydolljax (aka Klover) ((AKA Bunni)) You have been there by my side for so long. Every time I feel sad, you are legit always there. You are amazing and wonderful and I feel like I can tell you everything. But the thing is I feel more of a burden to you. We dated once and that was awesome but we parted. You found someone new and I decided to stay single so that I wont hurt anyone who dates me. But I feel like I am making a mistake. I feel like I keep hurting you when I try to avoid that. I don't understand what exactly is happening but it happens all the time to me. I try to fix things but I end up making it worse. And I feel like I really hurt you. I hate that and I've been carrying that guilt with me for a while now. I am sorry to you. I am sorry that I'm making things harder for you. I truly am sorry.

I am sorry to all of you. All of you that have to put up with someone like me. I know I don't give people as much of attention as they deserve and I am sorry for not being a good friend. To those who feel like I am not giving them the attention they need please tell me. I will try my best to fix that. None of you have to forgive me. I am not expecting any of you too. But just know that I am sorry and that I am trying to fix this even if I might not be able to. I love all of you. Every single one of you. Please, never stop being amazing and creative.

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