keep going, dont stop, no matter how tired and sick you are of it If you really want it all to stop, you have to go through the pain. flowers cant grow without rain. next time when it starts to shower, increase your flame, be strong, be who you want to be, dont car about what anyone says even if its offensive. whatever he says to manipulate you that you dont like, ignore it. tell him that its YOUR choice, YOUR responsibilities and YOUR right, dont be some puppet of his.