@You know who you are I'm sorry. i told you many times it was a toxic friendship, and well, when i started to believe it wasn't, when i least expected it, you blocked me, but that's okay, don't worry, i just need this context

I'm sorry for just talking about the things i liked i think losing the person i always talked to (my bf) affected that, and i really needed attention, even so it is not justifying my selfishness

I'm sorry for just focusing the scum of friendship we had on just me and me and me and me, i really just thought about myself that wasn't a 50/50 friendship, i mean, you made every effort to keep it, and you paid attention to me but when you tried to talk about yourself i would just ignore it

the truth is, I was a shitty person trying to get your attention I'm also sorry for just talking about how i wanted to kill myself, the truth would have kept those for me, because it was a very uncomfortable topic to you, and i didn't understand that

And I don't care if you don't want to be my friend anymore, the truth doesn't matter anymore, all I wanted was to apologize before what will happen in the future

I'm sorry for everything baibai i hope you read it

aaaaand just to clarify, i didn't faked a suicide for my followers, the comment meant i would be gone for a bit, but well, i did it before with you, so i see why you thought that, still, thank you for reading

I'm also sorry for not respecting your boundaries and saying that horrible stuff to you like guilt tripping and lying

and also, you have all the right for not wanting to become my friend, well, the purpose of this is just for you to understand I'm sorry for all the things i did, and maybe if you want, forgive me, but well, i just want you to read I'm sorry for all the things i did

Lastly, I would like to tell you that really, don't trust everyone, but I think you already understood that, sorry for changing so suddenly, I guess that was the worst thing that could have happened and I still can't find the reason for that sudden change, but even if you are no longer my friend I will try not to repeat these things in my new friendships, thank you for leaving that "friendship" because we can both grow and learn from that experience, thank you

oh alright, don't worry, i read all what you said, i was just clarifying some things (although they see like the first thing you said you didn't want me to do) , and i agree with them it's okay

oh goodness what. sorry, really, i understand if you don't think I'm sorry, although i really really am. really. and i will change, i won't try, i will

why does that sound like a ****ing shitty spology

and it sounds like i just want to be your friend again what

oh my god

I'm sorry Bizzare