Don’t tell me I don’t care or that I should just try harder, I care more than anyone can see, in fact I’ve been told so many times that I “just don’t care” that I’ve started saying it myself a lot, If I’m mad or someones telling me to do something I don’t want too I’ll say “I don’t care!” when in reality that’s usually the only thing I can think about, the only thing I CARE ABOUT, I can be freaking out about it inside and look so calm and still outside then scream I don’t care because it’s all I ever hear, just because I don’t always look i’m trying or like I care doesn’t actually mean I don’t..