Im crying and i dont know what to do why did i let myself stay

I didnt let myself i forced myself

I knew he was impacting me like that but knew if i left i would be known as one of the many people who tried to help him but left him instead. I didnt want to be that person to anybody

Plus i loved him

Your love was so conditional

Bye- I think i will cuddle with my hamster for a while He comforts me

M calling me a whore- That shouldnt hurt but it does for slight trauma reasons-