They stared at me.
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Ireland--[OP]
11.12.2019 01:17
LinkJust for having a different haircut, and acting a bit different. They all stared. They looked at me like a freak.
Ireland--[OP]
11.12.2019 01:17
LinkMy parents did a little too.
Hey, I could try and comfort you?
I'm gender fluid, it's close to non binary?
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It would help. Honestly though, the main thing, im scared eventually ill snap at someone for calling me Christie even though they dont know im Kris now. Im especially scared on what im gonna tell my parents. My mom already hates me for being atheist, and my dad just kind of... i dont know, he tries but he fails.
My parents don't know and in most cases my friends are forced to call me Gwen. For a while, I just blocked it out but really now, I'm just labeled Gwen. I started to ignore it and that might not work for you. Before I got used to it I just, did something that calmed me down everytime someone said Gwen. I don't know if you exactly have to tell your parents now ,but, maybe sometime soon. A few months? Weeks? How much ever time. And if they ask about your hair you could maybe say you like it short? Just try and keep your temper calm, alright?
Alright. Thing is, my parents usually question me like 5 times about almost every descision i make. What i honestly want my hair to look like is kinda flipped to the side, shorter, and highlighted at the tips. That, my parents would start getting suspicious and i hate when that happens. They care a little too much about me.
Well, it's good they care, but maybe just try and state it simple. Don't go too much into detail you might give it away. If they do get suspicious just maybe act like yiu normally would around them until they do lose suspicion. That's the best I can think of for that one.
I mean, id have to practice acting regular once uve asked something. Aha, today i was asking my friends why they hate trans people, and they gave me a reasonable answer, and then they asked if i asked for myself, and i just started acting wierd. Like, i cannot fake that stuff. Anything else is fine but like, its just hard to fake normal.
If they don't support you I'd suggest new friends. But I don't mean to intrude. All I can say is try your best! You'll get through it!