You don't ruin things. I cried three times yesterday because I knew I wasn't going to be able to talk to you yesterday and today, but I am staying strong. You should too. You have me by your side at ALL times. If you ever feel like this again I want you to think of me or your friends by your side, pushing you on to the best things in life. I love you Kolver. I love you so much, you're the reason I push on in life because you have inspired me to be better than myself. You should too. Be happy, I blow up on people a lot and I apologize for it after, this kind of thing happens to everyone. Just...try to be happy for me, I know you can do it.