i'm done here. the stress this site gives me is so irritating, i know i've made these posts a lot in the past but now i am actually leaving. ily all so much especially you hayden/lemon. i will miss everyone greatly but it is for the best i leave. i was never welcome here and i see that now, this site was an amazing place to find myself and my art style but i can't keep going here anymore. i am not stopping digital art, but i am stopping my art here. you guys have been amazing, never stop drawing. maybe we will meet again, i don't know. but if we do, then i am sure waiting for that day, bye guys.