who was i before? i don't really remember a lot about myself in the past. and sometimes i wonder what true personality i am. because sometimes, i just don't feel like this is me.

how i act, it just feels so strange to me. sometimes i don't even know if this is reality, sometimes i can't even remember what old friends look like. my own childhood best friends, i just can't picture what they look like. i can't even picture my face.