I just dont know what to do anymore. Every day for me just goes so fast.. I think its saturday, but no its already ****ing monday. School is out today for northridge so im at home today. Folks, I feel like the whole entire community, the whole school, the whole globe, has forgotten I exist. Ever since I left the last time, everything turned to sh!t with my life. Everyone around me is growing, CONSTANTLY. I have not changed, I have not grown, and im not just talking about my art skills. Everyone around me ignores me nowadays, do you guys hate me? Did I do something wrong? Please tell me, this is making me irritated. I am always happy to receive feedback.